I know, it's been about twenty days since I last wrote in here... but I don't really have what you would call an easy internet connection. There can be only one person on the internet at a time, and the line is used for the fax machine and the interac machine as well. So I can only use the internet from 7:30pm till about 8:30am, and that's the same for about.... 25 people, well, at least for personal stuff... but anywho. Yup... on with life.

Well, life for the past 20 days has been pretty interesting. If you ask me to describe the way I've felt for those 20 days is... Pissed. I'm really starting to not like people... not all people, just quite a few people... cuz a lot of them are... well, I'm not going there right now, if you want more info email me... don't think I got the e-addy on here so it's
chuck_radford@hotmail.com or theoneofthechuck@ripnet.com
I check those two the most and as often as I can... but any who. Yeah. I know I'm getting upset over really stupid things, but after a talk with the Guru Mr. Don ;) he'll love me for calling him that... I've figured out (I had a feeling though) that the things that are pissing me off are not the problems (though they ARE "problems" just the THE problem) they are the "triggers" for THE problem or issue if you want to get politically correct... now the harder part is finding out the main issue and dealing with it, and the even more difficult part of how do deal with the "triggers" in a good and Godly fashion, when my fashion is mostly to do with a baseball bat... but unfortunately the baseball bat theory isn't really Godly so that goes out the window. So yeah... Lovely boat that I'm in... Oi...

Well hey, there's some light at the end of the tunnel. I'm kindda going on a blind date kind of thing. One of the girls who used to work here (Michelle or however the spelling is) asked me last time she was here if I'd like to meet her sister. Me being the fool that I am said "ummm... sure?" mind you that was a couple weeks ago and I kindda forgot about it untill yesterday when Michelle called and left a message. Calling back I find out that a meeting is set up for her sister and I... thankfully we're not alone. Mark and Lindsey (two other people who used to work here) are coming as well, along with Michelle and her sister. So, I'm as nervous as a worm in a birds nest, but I'm trusting this situation to God... wich I haven't done in a long time, but I'm going with the "It's good to trust God" thing... and I'm trying my hardest not to go in with any expectations... but it's kindda hard to do when you've been looking for someone for... a long while I'll leave it at. So yeah, that's pretty much up to date right now... oh, except that I've been growing my hair and I'm thinking of cutting it again, and I'm going to be getting new glasses or try out contacts, whitch I'm not to sure, but hey... anywho.. I gotta go and get some work done and then go home.... my bed and books be callin' me... so Later all you people who read my blogs and God Bless you Abundantly if you've read the whole thing... cuz I know it's hard to sometimes but hey.... Yup, God Bless and good night y'all.

Chuck