Well, a new day and a new blog, hehehehe... Yup, just got back from home. Jim, Krysty and Michelle (sorry if I spelt it wrong there mate) Picked me up on the 23rd, then we proceeded to Anime North in Toronto, wich was wickedly COOL!!! Wish I knew how much money I had on me cuz I woulda/coulda bought some stuff *sigh* but anywho. Yeah, then we started our trek again and after battling the evil "Windshield Wiper" With over 1,000,000 HP and us with our little "The Club" and ice scrappers for weapons AHHHHHHHHHH!!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!! We finally beat it!! MWA HA HA HA HA!!! but that came later. After our first few unsucsessful battles with it, it stopped raining so we made our way to the ever so wise "Teacher of DRAMA" house and learned many life lessons. Like never keep rabbits inside. Even if you get them litter trained, they still drop little rabbit raisins all over the place. So, after many leassons on both sides, we felt we were ready to try to continue on our journey. So we all piled into the oddly working "Ve'icle" and set off into the wide blue yonder. Then, disaster struck! DUH DUH duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! The rain started to pour again, and with the rain came... THE ATTACK OF THE EVIL WINDSHIELD WIPER!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! It defeated us again and again and again, until! Jim was struck by lightning! (well, lightning struck my brain kindda thing... you know) and he pulled over the Ve'icle and cautously approched the evile "WIPER" and POUNCED!! He pushed down hard and paralyzed the evil creature, and it stays that way till this day. When it will break from the paralysis, no one knows. Anywho, that was like, super cool... anyway, it'll take me forever to write the entire blog out like that so I'll just do it normally now.
So we arrived at the Ottawa residence of Jim, Bev, Krysty and Michelle (again, sorry about the spelling) and I had an amazing time while I was there. Just veggin' out readin' manga, and watchin' anime, and playin' FF XI and other sweet games. Very cool. And then came the time to go and visit the family. It was actually pretty fun... I need to call my dad though, hmmm... should do that soon... anywho, yeah, the only thing/person I had a problem with was my little cousin Erik. He's about 11-13, wich I can't remember, but he was really annoying... you remember when you were really young, and you thought your older siblings/cousins/close family of some sort (and of the same gender) was really cool, and you were trying to impress them with your coolness, and maturity and you thought you were succeeding... well, I now understand why the kept shunning me... cuz I looked and sounded like a complete fool. So yeah, had to deal with that for, a few hours out of a weekend. Even though that doesn't sound like much, trust me, it seems like forever. Anywho, all and all my trip back home was a sucsess and was totally awesome.
And then there came the ride back to Singing Waters. In all honesty, for the first time of me being here, I actually kindda dreaded comming back. But I'm not sure if that was my flesh (getting all spiritual now... post or email me if you want some clarity on terms and whatnot) getting NOOO!!! NOT GOD!! or was it actually my spirit saying that it was time for me to leave singing waters? I don't know... I don't want to leave, but then again what fledgling bird WANTS to leave the nest (when it's a good and safe,and secure nest), they kindda gotta be kicked out... so I dunno. My cousin from Oakwood gave me a very interesting offer. She works at a place called "Christian Horizon" or something like that, and it's all about working with mentally and physically disabled people. And the whole thought of living with my cousins, and my Aunt and Uncle is really cool, and also the pay at that place is like from $12-$15 an hour, and I think you start working maybe 12hour shifts... gotta get more info on that... so that sounds very tempting to the $120 every two weeks here, so, yeah... It's, hard right now... it's pretty much one of the hardest crossroads I've ever been at right now. If I stay here for a thrid year, I get to take the Isaiah Winter school for FREE!! that's like a 4k corse for nuthin'! but then my conscience kicks in and is askin' if I'm only staying for the school, or am I staying for God? Oi... so that's where I'm at right at this point in time. Very difficult struggle for me right now. *sigh* and prayer, words from God, ANYTHING would be helpful right now. I don't say this a lot, but I think I need to take and spend some serious God time right now, or soon... Oi, anywho, that's where I'm at right now... yup, anywho, I know this sounds kindda, well, downish, but it's not meant that way, completely. It is kindda downish cuz it's kindda heavy, but it's good, cuz I'm beein' open, and honest, and expressing where I am. But, I gotta go. Latter all!!

Love yous all tons!
Chuck