June 30, 2004

Yup, had a really good convo with Ashby... lastnight/early this morning. It was really cool. Just tellin' ya Ashby mate, I don't think I spent an hour this morning, but all in all from this mornin' till the afternoon I think I was about 2 or more, it was cool. I think I need to diversify tho, but anywho... comes with practice and trial and error eh? I know, the rest of ya's are like:

"What the heck is he talkin' about eh?"

Well, I'm gonna keep y'all in the dark. HA HA!!
BUGS MUST DIE!!! I'm sorry, just getting eaten alive by some sort of really small flying insect. Anywho... Yup, now to the very fun and intersting stuff... DUH Duh duhhhhhhhhh... What's going on with Chuck's life. WAHHHH!!! NOOOO!! AHHHH!!! as everyone screams in panic and mass hysteria... now we're done. Good. Anywho, yup, talkin' to Ma today to find out when would be the best time to come home so I could take the TESL course, and we decided that takin' the September course at Ottawa would be good, and I could stay with my sister, or work something out, find a temp place to work for some quick cash and whatnot and then take and finish the course, and then go on me way! BUT! Damn I hate but's... I had this nagging feeling, that I'm not supposed to do that. So in essence, I may be back to, well not square one, maybe square two or three. I'm still leanin' towards leavin', but I'm going to try to weigh the options more on both sides and try to get some other peoples oppinions about all this, and get a little more in the prayer thing. Which hasn't been one of my strongest area's, but hey, I'm only human... that wishes I could be a cyborg, kind of thing. I'll explain that one some other time, if I remember about that. Well, had this idea about a pretty funky story, but I'm not sure how it'll work out, but anywho, I gotta go. Gonna go bug people or something.

Love y'all, and God Bless!
Chuck

June 29, 2004

Well back at the lovely blogger, talkin' to three peeps. *sigh* reminds me of the old days. *contented sigh* Not all of the old day things were bad. Anywho, enough reminicing. On to blogging! Dah dah DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! and all that fanfare type stuff... yeah.

Yup... sittin' here, lookin' at the monitor. Well lookin' at the words forming that I'm typing and what not... wow, this is, well, kindda... I don't know. Just a random rambling session about, well, anything and nothing... kindda whatever pops into me head. Kindda the main theme of this blog... random things... well, not always, but whatever I want to put on here. so, yeah. Lets start with this morning. (this blogging session might be a bit lengthy, so if ya gotta pee, do it now ;) )

So, wake up this mornin' as I normaly do. Alarm goes off, I hit the snooze, snooze goes off, then I get up and shower and what not, you know the drill. So, on my way into work I'm like, "God, I want this day to be a good day. Help make it a good day." And so I went to the computer in the General Office, and did some surfing and whatnot, and then went to devotions. I normally don't like devotions but they were pretty good this morning. Listened to a tape of Grahm Cook (if that's how you spell his name) He's a pretty funny bloke. And I can say that cuz he's English. So yeah, anywho, after we listened to the tape for a while it was time to stop, and so we prayed for whoever wanted prayer. And Pokey asked for prayer and some peeps went and prayed for him, and I did the whole, from a distance prayer (might talk about that later) and so yeah. Sitting there, and well, low and behold, God shows me somethin'. I'm sittin' there and lettin' my imagination run wild, and then God used it and showed me something about Pokey (I might tell about that later in this) and I was kindda weirded out cuz that hasn't happened in a while so wha. Anywho, then we go to work, and I had a pretty good team goin' on today, and we get somestuff done. Not everything that I wanted to get done, but hey, it happens. And so then we had this meeting at 1pm, and talked about what we want to do for the "YLIT Outing" that's being planned. And so, apparently we're going to the beach, and one of the YLIT's asked if it was optional or did we have to go, and so we were told that, pretty much, madatory thing. Well that sent off Mr. Rebellious mode in me. I hate being told I have to do some group thing. Work, that ain't bad, part of the job. But when I'm forced to do something with a group of people, if it's not what I signed up for, then mate, be prepared for me to tell you that I DO have a choice to go or not to go. So yeah, that ticked me off, but in a sense, I gotta get over it. Well, yes and no, not getting into that. So, I go down to Pokey's office to kindda see how he's doin' and vent a bit. And then I share with him what I saw. Again, I'm still somewhat new, somewhat not to this kindda stuff and so (I don't think I'm gonna put it on here, to private and not my thing to tell) and so, we do some spiritual stuff (dang I need Q-tips... anywho) and then yeah, from there the day goes pretty well, so God did what I asked and I'm very thankful of that... that and he showed me somethings that I needed re-showing, and reconfirmation and what not, but all in all, I still need to delve deeper into Him and talk to Him and listen to Him, and do stuff for Him and not for me, and OI... I'm a putz. Yup, anywho. I think that pretty much describes my day. So it's been a pretty cool day... that and I have to clean my room. Yup, so I think I'm going to call me momma and find out some stuff, and see how things are going and all that other schtuff. Anywho, to those who read this, my applause and respect. I know this probably wasn't the easiest thing to sit through, but you made it to the end and if I could, I'd give you a medal... but I don't got any so, I'll just give you a virtual hug.. how about that?

Love yous all,
Chuck
I'm not too sure what to write right now... Don't have much time so I'll just write something possibly pointless and short. Anywho... Yup, I gotta get a hold of me mum to get some info from her to see when would be a good time to come home. Cuz if possible, I could go home and take the TESL course in August, or I could go home and take it in September. So I have to figure out wichone is the best one... so I gotta go.

I shall write again soon.