May 31, 2004

Well, a new day and a new blog, hehehehe... Yup, just got back from home. Jim, Krysty and Michelle (sorry if I spelt it wrong there mate) Picked me up on the 23rd, then we proceeded to Anime North in Toronto, wich was wickedly COOL!!! Wish I knew how much money I had on me cuz I woulda/coulda bought some stuff *sigh* but anywho. Yeah, then we started our trek again and after battling the evil "Windshield Wiper" With over 1,000,000 HP and us with our little "The Club" and ice scrappers for weapons AHHHHHHHHHH!!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!! We finally beat it!! MWA HA HA HA HA!!! but that came later. After our first few unsucsessful battles with it, it stopped raining so we made our way to the ever so wise "Teacher of DRAMA" house and learned many life lessons. Like never keep rabbits inside. Even if you get them litter trained, they still drop little rabbit raisins all over the place. So, after many leassons on both sides, we felt we were ready to try to continue on our journey. So we all piled into the oddly working "Ve'icle" and set off into the wide blue yonder. Then, disaster struck! DUH DUH duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! The rain started to pour again, and with the rain came... THE ATTACK OF THE EVIL WINDSHIELD WIPER!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! It defeated us again and again and again, until! Jim was struck by lightning! (well, lightning struck my brain kindda thing... you know) and he pulled over the Ve'icle and cautously approched the evile "WIPER" and POUNCED!! He pushed down hard and paralyzed the evil creature, and it stays that way till this day. When it will break from the paralysis, no one knows. Anywho, that was like, super cool... anyway, it'll take me forever to write the entire blog out like that so I'll just do it normally now.
So we arrived at the Ottawa residence of Jim, Bev, Krysty and Michelle (again, sorry about the spelling) and I had an amazing time while I was there. Just veggin' out readin' manga, and watchin' anime, and playin' FF XI and other sweet games. Very cool. And then came the time to go and visit the family. It was actually pretty fun... I need to call my dad though, hmmm... should do that soon... anywho, yeah, the only thing/person I had a problem with was my little cousin Erik. He's about 11-13, wich I can't remember, but he was really annoying... you remember when you were really young, and you thought your older siblings/cousins/close family of some sort (and of the same gender) was really cool, and you were trying to impress them with your coolness, and maturity and you thought you were succeeding... well, I now understand why the kept shunning me... cuz I looked and sounded like a complete fool. So yeah, had to deal with that for, a few hours out of a weekend. Even though that doesn't sound like much, trust me, it seems like forever. Anywho, all and all my trip back home was a sucsess and was totally awesome.
And then there came the ride back to Singing Waters. In all honesty, for the first time of me being here, I actually kindda dreaded comming back. But I'm not sure if that was my flesh (getting all spiritual now... post or email me if you want some clarity on terms and whatnot) getting NOOO!!! NOT GOD!! or was it actually my spirit saying that it was time for me to leave singing waters? I don't know... I don't want to leave, but then again what fledgling bird WANTS to leave the nest (when it's a good and safe,and secure nest), they kindda gotta be kicked out... so I dunno. My cousin from Oakwood gave me a very interesting offer. She works at a place called "Christian Horizon" or something like that, and it's all about working with mentally and physically disabled people. And the whole thought of living with my cousins, and my Aunt and Uncle is really cool, and also the pay at that place is like from $12-$15 an hour, and I think you start working maybe 12hour shifts... gotta get more info on that... so that sounds very tempting to the $120 every two weeks here, so, yeah... It's, hard right now... it's pretty much one of the hardest crossroads I've ever been at right now. If I stay here for a thrid year, I get to take the Isaiah Winter school for FREE!! that's like a 4k corse for nuthin'! but then my conscience kicks in and is askin' if I'm only staying for the school, or am I staying for God? Oi... so that's where I'm at right at this point in time. Very difficult struggle for me right now. *sigh* and prayer, words from God, ANYTHING would be helpful right now. I don't say this a lot, but I think I need to take and spend some serious God time right now, or soon... Oi, anywho, that's where I'm at right now... yup, anywho, I know this sounds kindda, well, downish, but it's not meant that way, completely. It is kindda downish cuz it's kindda heavy, but it's good, cuz I'm beein' open, and honest, and expressing where I am. But, I gotta go. Latter all!!

Love yous all tons!
Chuck

May 15, 2004

Holy Crap Nut... they changed Blogger AGAIN!!! WILL THEY STOP CHANGING IT!!! ARGH! I get used to the one form, then they change it. I get used to the second form, and they change it AGAIN!!! OI!! ah well... Have to go witht the flow I guess eh? anywho... Oh!!! guess what, well, yeah... I got a Palm Pilot!! hehehehe, yup, all mine!! It only cost me $50, and I got a keyboard with it as well so that's a really good deal. But yeah, ummmmm... not to sure what else to put up here... I know it's going to be a small post but hey. Ummm, I'm starting to re-write a short story that I wrote way back in my grade 10 English Class. I'm not sure how it's turning out right now, not to bad, but I think I'm somewhat deviating from what I had origonally (that doesn't look right) and what I want it to look like now but I'll get to where I want to sooner or later. Yup, and so many different ideas I have for stories and what not... but it's interesting, I get awesome ideas and they just don't finish... Oi... Anywho, yup. Yup, that's, well, umm, yup, uh huh, you don't say? I know. Can't think of anything else to put up here. So I think I'll just say hoobldy doo tidlypeeps! I love that word! Tidlypeeps! so cool. anyways, later all!

May 03, 2004

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May 02, 2004

Yup, I'm going to put something on here that, well, some people know, but I'm making it public... you don't like what you read, then go away.

I REALLY DON'T LIKE TIM!!! there, out in the open. Yup, you're probably thinking, "Who on God's green earth is Tim?". Well, he's a person I work with and he lives in the same house as me... and has no social skills whatsoever. He stands close enough to be your shadow, doesn't know when to leave, even when you tell him to go away, jumps into conversations that don't even include him, and how he talks... STARTS OFF LOUd and then goes real quite, almost a whisper... PICK ONE or the other. GOD! Yup, venting session... I could go on and on and on about this child, but, I think I've verbally berated him enough right about now... well, not enough for my taste, but probably enough for everyone elses... yup... that's pretty much what I wanted to get off my chest right now... so I shall leave it like that for the time being... yup.

April 26, 2004

Well, I'm not sure what to write down here... I've been in contact with Jim for a while, and then it's like he disctapeard... I haven't heard from him in a long while so yeah... anywho, things of note... umm, went to my first Jays game ever... It was awesome, Jays lost to Boston 4-2 but that doesn't matter. It was still sweet... yeah, ummm, I'm not sure what else to pu on here... I'm at a loss for words... go figure. Um, yeah... I've found a new addiction... it's Yahoo Pool... hehehehe, I love it! Anywho, of to the tables... later

April 19, 2004

My word... I was just at Ashby's Blog and read what "queesamor" wrote down... and my word... I want to just jump and scream in joy and triumph at that... It's one of the best things that I've ever read... and it's full of something I've been missing, and am still lacking in the force that it's wrote on there... Passion. I can't express how much I love what is written there. Just reading it stirs the Passion in me... HO LEE CRAP (in the good sense of the use)... that's how I feel... wha! :) Anywho... on to posting whatever it is that I'm going to be posting... wich I'm not sure what that's going to be... well, I've put in a request for May 24-31 off... and I'm hopefully going to be comming home. To see all the rellies back there, and that I've been missing oh so much... anywho. Yup, I just bought a sweet drive for my compy... it's a dvd/cd-rw combo drive, and I just bought 52x cd rom two wednesdays ago, so... hehehehehehehe... I get to BURN stuff... I like burning >:D (that's supposed to be an evil smile... not mad) anywho... yup, oh yeah, we have, ready for it? *clears throught* HIGH SPEED *said in a deep booming voice, echoing from hilltop to hilltop* hehehehe... it's so fun. Anywho, I'm just rambling on about nothing in particular.

So, I went to Freshwind this year... It was good, and also kindda bad. The good things about this year were that they were releasing the chilluns to pray for eachother instead of keeping it strictly "Ministry Team" peeps. Wich is a first and very cool. And they also were doing their own teaching. So they were teaching on stuff that they teach at the ministry school and what not... and might I add, I've never heard the word sex said so many times in church... and I loved it!! Cuz they brought up a really good point. Why be ashamed of sex? Yahweh created it, so why are we ashamed of it? So very cool... (my own little change from "God" to "Yahweh") Anywho. Also, I made a giant leap in the right direction. I found out that I was holding onto something, and when I tried to let go (with Yahweh's help) I was very nicely attacked by the little enemy. And so that required one of the TACF Ministry team to come over and bind down that little pipsqueak, so that it didn't make a big scene. Well, I have yet to have ministry for it, but the other half of my ministry team is now back from vacation so I can hopefully get that dealt with. Anywho. Now on to the bad
part(s). So, I think I've made a revelation, or it could have been the enemy dragging me down, still trying to figure out wich... but I think I've out grown Freshwind! SHOCK! HORROR! CATASTROPHE! Well, maybe not catastrophe, but hey... I'm still in the age range that Freshwind is aimed at, but I've grown up so much spiritually, that it's like... Dang. I used to feel like a little baby surrounded by a bunch of NFL players here... but now I'm one of the biggest players... I'm not saying that I'm "SUPER CHUCK!" HeeeeeEEEEELLL no... if anything I'm "UNSUPER CHUCK!" Cuz I cain't do nothin'! It's only Yahweh that's doing the stuff, I'm just the vessel that he decides to use... with some pretty funky ass gifts, and strengths... and of course, weaknessess... I'm not even sure what they all are, but I've had someone who is way down the road (spiritual maturaty, and age) from me and that I have a great amount of respect for, look into my eyes, and say (very seriously) "You scare me." and it wasn't meant in a bad or offending way. So that's, seriously... wow... anywho, there's more to that story but I think this post is going to be long enough as it is... Oh yeah. There's a two peeps on our Young Peoples Team here from Taiwan, and I was on Krysty's blog (wich is pretty sweet I might add. Bobo is so awesome! :)) anywho, and I went to that "What's your Chinese Name" thing, and I got something like "Ran Shen Hong"... and I showed it to one of the Taiwanese peeps and we sat down for a while, and I now have a Chinese name... wich I'm still trying to remember what it means, but both he (Ethan) and Gloria (the other Taiwanese peep) say that it's a good name, so I'm quite proud of it... hmmm... Thanks Daddy :). Thought I should thank him... If memory serves correctly (mind you it rarely does) I think I prayed for a Chinese name, ages ago... so with out Further adieu (pronounced a-doo) my name is:

Ran Gwong Wei

Anywho... I gotta go. Love yous all.

Gwong Wei

March 19, 2004

Well, I could state the obvious and say that I haven't written anything in here for a long time... but I just did so I won't ;) Any who, quite a bit has happened since I last wrote on here... Hmmm, where to start. *sigh*

Well the school is done and over with and pretty much most of the people are gone, and SWAT (Singing Waters Advanced Training) is starting tomorrow, so we had to turn the whole house around in two days... It's been done before with less time and less people, but we still did a pretty sweet ass job about it if I do say so myself. I just have to thank God and thank all the people who helped out with everything here, and a very deep thanks goes to my lovely young people that I couldn't have done this without. We got through the last couple of days with a few minor hickups, nothing to major, but to be expected. So all in all this day was a very good day.

And that brings me to some more interesting news. Before the begining of this year we hired a house keeper/head supervisor type person, Debbie. Debbie was pretty good. After a while and a huge God slap, I actually started to like her a lot more and realized that she was doing some pretty good stuff, and had some pretty niffty ideas about things. But unfortuneatly, before all her ideas could come into plan so to speak, she quit. That was... Yesterday I think, and so that made me "Top Dog", El Numero Uno, The Head Honcho, The Big Kahona, and so on and so forth... and I can honestly say that I was scared to the extreme. I didn't think that I was ready for this, but it seems that everyone else, including God, thought that I am, and so I'm in charge of House. A big load... oh my word. Things just keep clicking... so odd.

Ok, to explain that last sentence there I have to tell you about some other things that have happened. A few weeks ago after our bi-weekly meetings with Rick and Bev Lamberick, I did a bit of an interview with them and then they said some things (I can't remember them all) but I remember something about having big shoulders and that I am ready and can take a big load (I think, can't quote me on that), and then, just last thursday after our last meeting with Rick and Bev, I was talking to Lisa, and the whole thing about "Why has God called me here?" popped up, and then we got into the convo of, "Do we really want to know?" and so I said to God "Yeah, I really want to know." and He said, "You wanna know? Good cuz I'll tell you." and then I said "WAIT!! NOT RIGHT NOW!!" but He just proceeded to tell me, "To Lead" He said... and I told Him, "To Lead?! Yeah, right. I'm not a leader. I suck at it." And low and behold, here I am... Leading, and not sucking at it... Thanks Daddy. You said I was here to Lead, and Lead is what I'm doing, and I'm doing my best at it... Still scared, but I think that's kindda good... cuz I'm relying on God, and not on myself. Fun lesson to learn eh? *sigh* God is fun. I think I'm going to tell Lisa this... hmmm.. Anywho, I gotta go y'all. Love everyone lots and lots... and Jim, if you are reading this, I do mean to call you, I just have to find your # again ;) God Bless everyone, and Buh bye! :)

February 24, 2004

Now this is interesting... they've changed blogger... again... I don't think I like this new layout... don't like it one bit.... hmmm... any who. Yup, as usual I haven't written anything on this thing in a long time... but that's nothing to uncommon for me. So yeah. I'm not sure what to put in this thing... well I have something... when I was back home durring the christmas holidays (I know that was a long time ago, but hey) I went to the optomitrist to get me eyes checked and Dr. Holmes found somthing very interesting. And some what dangerous. Apparantly I have a pterygium (I think that's how you spell it) starting on my eye... I can't remember wich one it is, but I know it's there... To those who don't know what a pterygium (pronounces ter-ig(soft g)-ium) is, and don't feel bad I had no idea what it was either, it's basically scar tissue that starts to grow where the iris meets the white (again, laymans terms, where the colored part meets the white, again don't feel bad, I forget half the time myslef ;) ) so, scar tissiue, iris, white, and it can grow across the iris and cover the pupil, and has to be surgically scraped off the eye, and then it's a hope and a prayer if you can see again out of that eye. Or so my impression was. That's a worst case sceinario. Kindda best case is that it stops growing and dissapears altogether. So yeah, don't know why I wrote that down here, but yeah. On to more happier things now.

I got really really upset at my boss on sunday and so did one of my fellow supervisor people... so, after ribs and beer and some people to listen to me bitch and complain, and surprisingly pick up the tab, I kindda felt better. Oh yeah, favorite new beer, Alexander Keith's. Very nice, very smooth. Any who, so I arranged a meeting with my boss for me, her, and me fellow supe to sit and talk about the schedule. So, all three of us come in pretty much guns loaded ready to fire so to speak, the emotion level was really high and so the meeting started off us shooting emotion at each other kindda thing, then somehow, God showed up and, my oppinion, sat on me. I lost all emotional feelings and it was replaced with an amazing calmness... so my mind opened up and I heared what my boss was saying and I saw what she was saying in a different light, me eyes were opened and me ears unplugged and what not.. it was really very cool... I came out of that meeting changed and better for it, and awed by that total God moment. God is so fun! :) But yeah, so, dude. I could go on but I think I'll stop here for the time being, and I'll do my best to get back on here sooner. Oh yeah, Ashby, and anyone else who wants to know, my days off are:
Wednesday 25
Friday 27

Still working on next months schedule so can't give those days to you. But yeah. Anywho, gotta go.

God Bless and Keep you,
Chuck

February 10, 2004

Well, I said that I would write on here later, and so I am... So, yeah...

Well to get yall up to speed on that little date thing that I went on, oh so many saturdays ago... It didn't go that well at all... or so I thought... in my opinion there was to many people there so both her and I just pretty much hid behind everyone else. So yeah... I'd go out with her again, if it was only us, or maybe us and her sister... and just for coffe, and maybe a movie... I know, it's old school but I'm a killer for the classics otay. So yeah...

Here's something that I've been struggling with for... well, since last year sometime, near the end of the year but it was still last year sometime... anywho. God told/prodded me that I should go to bible college... I pretty much... well no, actually DID tell him to go screw himself. Needles to say I was pretty pissed for the next, two weeks? Something like that. And it's been in the back of my mind since, and it's just starting to surface again. I'm handleing it a lot better this time, well, kindda. I'm mostly ignoring it. But I did check out a site with another of the Young Leaders here. It's the Bible College associated with the International House of Prayer. I can't remember the name of it, but it looks interesting. And so does the Teenmania School down in Texas. Ashby if you're reading this, That last bit there was pretty much telling you that you have one fan of you blogg :P that and everything that you were telling me/us about what it was like down there... So anywho. I'm on the search, kindda, for a Bible College. But I have one little rule for it though... It has to be spirit filled and allowing the flow of the gifts of the spirit... I know the wording is bad but the message is all that matters.
So yeah, yall who read this, if anyone does anymore, I would really appreciate info on any Bible Colleges and/or prayer for guidance and what not on where I'm supposed to go, and what I'm supposed to do, and when I'm supposed to do it.
Now that's a mouthfull and a load off... hmmm...

Yup, now to life. Life is, well, lots of the time, boring. I bought a copy of the RISK board game. Played it almost two nights in a row, going on a third night... and I'm STILL looking for a cheap daito bokken(boken)... I've been thinking of ordering the whole daito, shoto and tanto boken set off of gungfu.com, but I need someones creditcard for that one... *sigh* Yeah. Anywho, I'm not sure what else to talk about... Oh yeah! The Young Leaders here have a news letter called the Daily Destiny (i think :s) and I've been thinking of subbmiting a monthly little story thing about a guy, "Charlie Watt" and problems he faces and how he overcomes them (mostly with God's help) kindda thing, but I'm not sure how to do it, and I'm not sure what kind of problems he should face and what not, so... Advice and thoughts would be appreciated on THAT as well, if you don't want to post, or it's to big to post on my little post thingy, my email addys are:
theoneofthechuck@ripnet.com
theoneofthechuck@godmail.com
chuck_radford@hotmail.com
So yeah, email me stuff to those accounts and we'll see what happens. Gracias everyone! Domo arigato and what not... so yeah, talk at yous later... and Jess, if you're reading this, I'll hopefully be able to call you tomorrow sometime, cuz I'm off and I don't gotta work... oh yeah, oh baby, oh yeah, *as chuck does a little stupid dance type thing* So yeah, after a mouthfull and a half here... I'm done. No more. FINISHED!

Fin~

February 08, 2004







Which Final Fantasy (IV-X) Character are you?


by steevi


Yup... I got Stiener... Stiener's pretty cool... Or at least I think so... anywho... gotta go, might be on later.

January 28, 2004

I know, it's been about twenty days since I last wrote in here... but I don't really have what you would call an easy internet connection. There can be only one person on the internet at a time, and the line is used for the fax machine and the interac machine as well. So I can only use the internet from 7:30pm till about 8:30am, and that's the same for about.... 25 people, well, at least for personal stuff... but anywho. Yup... on with life.

Well, life for the past 20 days has been pretty interesting. If you ask me to describe the way I've felt for those 20 days is... Pissed. I'm really starting to not like people... not all people, just quite a few people... cuz a lot of them are... well, I'm not going there right now, if you want more info email me... don't think I got the e-addy on here so it's
chuck_radford@hotmail.com or theoneofthechuck@ripnet.com
I check those two the most and as often as I can... but any who. Yeah. I know I'm getting upset over really stupid things, but after a talk with the Guru Mr. Don ;) he'll love me for calling him that... I've figured out (I had a feeling though) that the things that are pissing me off are not the problems (though they ARE "problems" just the THE problem) they are the "triggers" for THE problem or issue if you want to get politically correct... now the harder part is finding out the main issue and dealing with it, and the even more difficult part of how do deal with the "triggers" in a good and Godly fashion, when my fashion is mostly to do with a baseball bat... but unfortunately the baseball bat theory isn't really Godly so that goes out the window. So yeah... Lovely boat that I'm in... Oi...

Well hey, there's some light at the end of the tunnel. I'm kindda going on a blind date kind of thing. One of the girls who used to work here (Michelle or however the spelling is) asked me last time she was here if I'd like to meet her sister. Me being the fool that I am said "ummm... sure?" mind you that was a couple weeks ago and I kindda forgot about it untill yesterday when Michelle called and left a message. Calling back I find out that a meeting is set up for her sister and I... thankfully we're not alone. Mark and Lindsey (two other people who used to work here) are coming as well, along with Michelle and her sister. So, I'm as nervous as a worm in a birds nest, but I'm trusting this situation to God... wich I haven't done in a long time, but I'm going with the "It's good to trust God" thing... and I'm trying my hardest not to go in with any expectations... but it's kindda hard to do when you've been looking for someone for... a long while I'll leave it at. So yeah, that's pretty much up to date right now... oh, except that I've been growing my hair and I'm thinking of cutting it again, and I'm going to be getting new glasses or try out contacts, whitch I'm not to sure, but hey... anywho.. I gotta go and get some work done and then go home.... my bed and books be callin' me... so Later all you people who read my blogs and God Bless you Abundantly if you've read the whole thing... cuz I know it's hard to sometimes but hey.... Yup, God Bless and good night y'all.

Chuck

January 09, 2004

Ok, I'm not even going to state how long it's been since I've posted since yous can see it for yoursleves. Sittin in an office at 1/4 to 9 doin' nothin'. I'm "working" right now... I'm on a PM shift. For those who are wondering what is involved with a PM shift is a whole lot of, wait for it... NOTHING! I just sit around pretty much and do absolutley nothing. Sometimes that's fun and a lot of the time that's pretty darn borring. Well, 'cept at 9:30pm I bring in the Coffee and Tea urns and clean them out, and get them ready for the morning and what not, but hey. Anywho, on to something not so boring.

Chrismas was pretty fun. Didn't get to do all that I wanted to do. But then again if getting off of my lazy butt would help then I should have gotten off of my lazy butt some more then what I did, but that's beside the point. Yup, just finished watching the TROGDOR cartoon again... I still say that's the best one ever, no if's and's or but's. But yup, got a DVD player for Christmas, plus my cloak, and a guitar. Yeah I'm starting to learn the guitar again. It's a lot slower then before, but then again I'm teaching myself instead of having a teacher. Teachers do come in handy every now and then, surprising ain't it? Anywho, I'm really not sure what I should write in here... but nothing and everything is seeming to work. Hmmm, wonder if I can come up with a Hiku on the spot sort of thing.

TROGDOR the DRAGON
Burninates the people
Crushing the Cottages

I know, really corny and what not, but hey, it was on the spot. Sometimes Hiku's take years to make, you can't expect absolute masterpieces in like, 5 minutes. Anywho I gotta go. Check up on some stuff and what not. Later ya'll.

God Bless,
Chuck

October 03, 2003

Dude, I haven't written anything in here for a very long time... but that's ok. I've been pretty busy with work and what not... I'm not sure if I've already put this in here but, I'm staying a second year here and I'm now a supervisor! Yeah... kindda. And with power comes responsibility:( I don't like it all the time but it's getting better... I think... there's on days and off days but that's all good... so yeah... I'm not sure what else to put in here... I'm going home on Monday and not comming back for almost 10 whole days!! WOOHOO!! Now don't get me wrong, I love it here... it's just that I need a break from life here... pretty much the same all the time... anywho... yup... I think I'll close this all off with a Hiku... not my most favorite that I've written, but still up there... I'll put my favorite one on here someday ;)

I am Samurai
My life is ruled by honour
My loyalty is forever
- Chuck Radford

Told you it was still good.
God Bless and Keep ya'll
Chuck

August 25, 2003

Wha.... Just finished two conferences up here. First it was Sound The Trumpets a call to the Youth (or something like that) and then it was just Sound The Trumpets. The youth conference was awesome! I was having so much fun, and all the young people here were involved and we were praying for people and getting words for people and lots of other fun neat stuff!! and then the Adult conference, and that was awesome as well... to start the conference off we had two people get up and blow two trumpets. One was on the Board of Directors of Singing Waters, who hadn't played in five years, and the other was on the Young peoples team who'd only been playing for two days... and guess who the Young person was... hopefully you guessed it... ME!!! In all honesty, I can't remember much of that point in time, I just pretty much gave in to God and He took hold and did it! It was so awesome.. and then the second night into it a few of the young people gave brief testimonies. And again, guess who one of those young people were, right again! ME!!! It was so awesome!! Such a massive God moment!! But anywho, if ya's want to know more just call, not today (Monday) or tomorrow cuz the base is closed, but yous can try on wednessday or later. Oh yeah, and if anyone who's reading this has contact with me mum, tell her to read this please. Anywho, I gotta go. Love yous all and God Bless!!

July 28, 2003

Ok... Tony if you're reading this.... :P hehehehehehehe.... You have to read the book to understand the quote Mr. T. Have you ever read James Clavel's Shogun? Awesome book, and that's where the quote comes from... so yup.... I read over quite a few of my blog enteries and I find them suitable and perfectly fine... so yup have fun yall...
One of my favorite hiku's
"By the maidens sleeping place
I left the sword
Alas, that sword"
-Shogun Total War

God Bless yall!!

July 22, 2003

Ok.... they lost my template data wich really sucks crap, so I don't have my tag board anymore and I forget how I got it.... so any who.... starting from scratch yet again huh?

March 06, 2003

There is still nothing going up on my blog.... you have no Idea how much that sucks.
Well.... it's been a few months since I was able to last post something on this... let's just hope and pray that this thing is fixed eh?

January 19, 2003

now... I wonder if this thing is fixed or no?

December 15, 2002

Hmmm.... let's see if I'll be able to post anything this time.... hope I will.